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Raccoon [Nov. 23rd, 2016|02:01 am]
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[tunes |Insane Clown Posse - Bitches | Powered by Last.fm]

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LVX [Feb. 4th, 2016|08:38 pm]
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Within the fire of my mind I conjured up everything that I knew; then I conjured up everything that I didn't know, and all of it was dark. I fancied what shouldn't be and wondered aloud at what already Was. All of this, I knew or I didn't know.
With the zeal of my Art and Technique I sought about within the sewers of Babylon for a Light: found neither among the known or the unknown but only within unknowable probability-
all was dark except for my light.
a leap of Faith in gods primal and unknown was beyond me in spirit, if not in reason!
I recalled creating this light myself, and knew that I was master of known, unknown and unknowable.
This too was Unforeseen.
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Iacta alea est - A sigil explained [Jan. 18th, 2016|04:14 pm]
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[tunes |Naglfar - When Autumn Storms Come | Powered by Last.fm]

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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2016|03:35 pm]
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While napping, a voice spoke to me. My left hand wrapped around the pommel of a weapon. A sword?

"Her name is ב. Take care of Her and She will take care of You."

temet nosce

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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2016|11:46 pm]
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A few weeks ago around Christmas 2015, all my pens in my bedroom/temple went dry.This didn't seem notable to me at the time.

However, now that all those same pens are working fine, it strikes me as an odd occurrence.

Local water supplies enclosed within discrete objects "inexplicably" became depleted, then were restored. That was an intense astrological moment.

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Waving a quiet flag [Jan. 17th, 2016|09:20 pm]
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At 1533 today, I sat aboard a tri-met bus. At 2033, I glanced at a clock which was obscured from the left side. Now it is 2120.

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Hidden Hebrew [Jan. 2nd, 2016|01:23 am]
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If you ever Axe me, I'll tell you tanks for the memories.
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thoughts on music [Dec. 24th, 2015|01:25 am]
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I should document here that I have deduced a thing I had not known before about music.

Many songs appear to consist of elaborate patterns of squares. The invocation of energy within each square is a standard practice of Magi, but a lot of people don't realize just exactly how pervasive the concept is. The following paragraph is a list of things we see in our everyday lives which use the principle of a magic square to seal or release energy.

Picture frames. Album intro/outros. Talismans on the covers of books. Album covers/artwork. Theme songs for sitcoms. Bookends. Automobile bumpers. Fast, rhythmic drumming or heavy bass in music. Cellophane foil from cigarette or gum packages. Anything which has a discrete mechanism is housed in a square or circle-shape to separate its' energy from the energy of the objects around it.

This is the manifestation of an occult principle in everyday life.

While listening to several different albums after skrying into the corresponding talismans on each cover, I found that many songs swell with energy as an invocation. This is commonly known - people like music because it makes them feel. What a lot of people don't know is, each jarring sound within the arrangement of a song represents an emotional, spiritual or psychological barrier being transcended by whatever is being invoked in the harmony. So, a swell of music coupled by a crescendo of double-pedal bass drumming is a symbolic summoning of a transcendant force which crashes through or overcomes the obstacles before it; with a splitting, cracking sound of a drum.

Think of that every time you hear a drumbeat... That sound represents a spirit breaking free.

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Matthew 9 [Dec. 20th, 2015|04:07 am]
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"5 These twelve Jesus sent out with the following instructions: “Do not go among the Gentiles or enter any town of the Samaritans. 6 Go rather to the lost sheep of Israel. 7 As you go, proclaim this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’ 8 Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy,[a] drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.


9 “Do not get any gold or silver or copper to take with you in your belts— 10 no bag for the journey or extra shirt or sandals or a staff, for the worker is worth his keep. 11 Whatever town or village you enter, search there for some worthy person and stay at their house until you leave. 12 As you enter the home, give it your greeting. 13 If the home is deserving, let your peace rest on it; if it is not, let your peace return to you. 14 If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, leave that home or town and shake the dust off your feet. 15 Truly I tell you, it will be more bearable for Sodom and Gomorrah on the day of judgment than for that town."


And so we see in the gospel of Matthew, Christ's lineage of initiation is documented. To his acolytes the Holy Christ grants permission to Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who are unclean, and banish demons. Recipients of the Holy Grail are to freely give of these abilities for the good of Mankind, and they are to live day by day upon the goodwill and charity of the community, to ensure persistent humility and devotion to the sacred.

Later, Paul removes the restrictions against gentiles placed by Christ upon the initiates, allowing the Gospel to touch the lives of all. This documentation refutes any claim by a Christian that healing magic is the work of Satan.

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Consecrated [Dec. 17th, 2015|05:39 pm]
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The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. Draw a blue circle using the 4 holy appellations of God in Hebrew. Invoke the 4 archangelic powers of the elements, one to each cardinal direction. Then the questions begin...

Do Americans know how to actually pronounce Michael's name? What if it was originally "mih-Kayle" instead of "Mai-kel" in the mother tongue of the Levant? Ditto for Raphael, Gabriel and Auriel. Does my familiarity with a pronunciation impart that cultural paradigm with a greater potency than the pronunciation of a foreign or ancient culture? Should I pursue traditionalism or the unorthodox?

So I work. Anybody who tells you that magic involves any sort of shortcuts or the cutting of corners is full of shit. Try spending countless hundreds of hours singing and dancing in a particular pattern, to achieve a result that conventional society believes to be impossible! However: when it works, it works. And it fucking works.

I try one name and then another. Spirits are summoned. I ask them their names: One claims to be "Uriel snggn nggn gnsnh". I got a creeped-out feeling from this stranger. Obviously I missed my mark somehow. Banished. The ritual instructs the practicioner to invoke The Archangel Uriel by saying, "Uriel". It doesn't say to invoke by saying "The Archangel, Uriel". Somewhere there must be a spiritual phonebook, and right on page "U" are a bunch of entities with almost-identical names. How annoying it must be to constantly get your messages intercepted by an imposter!

I now realize upon proofreading the above paragraph that there are an infinite number of variations on pronunciation of the word "Uriel", and so there must equally be an infinite variety of entities. Fortunately, this confounding complexity has a happy ending: the answer is Grace. I have found there to be an undeniable sensation of freedom, peace and grace emanating from a true Archangel.

The song of an Archangel's name is the sound of Grace.

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Hodos Chamelionis intro [Dec. 16th, 2015|01:31 pm]
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This is the Book of the Path of the Chameleon - the knowledge of the colours of the forces which lie beyond the physical universe. Study thou well that saying of Hermes ‘that which is below is like that which is above,’ for if that which is below is conformed according to the Law of the Concealed One Great is his Name - be thou well assured that the closer thou adherest unto the Law of the Universe in thy working, by so much the more is thy Magical working just and true.

Recall what was said unto thee in the Ritual of the Paths of the Portal of the Vault of the Adepti. ‘Therefore, by the straight and narrow path of Samekh, let the Philosophus advance like the arrow from the Bow of Qesheth. Now Qesheth the Bow is the Rainbow of Promise stretched above the earth, whose name is formed from the letters of the Paths leading from Malkuth. If then it be by the Path of Samekh that the Philosophus should advance to the knowledge of the Adept, turning aside neither unto the right hand nor unto the left, whereon are the evil and threatening symbols of Death and the Devil, he must have a perfect and absolute knowledge of the Bow, ere he can follow the Path of the Arrow. But the Bow is of brilliant and perfect colour, whose analysis and synthesis yield others of the same scale, and hence is this book entitled “The Book of the Path of the Chameleon” - that Path, namely which ascendeth alone through the force of Qesheth, the Bow.

And if thy knowledge and application of the outer knowledge, which thou hast already learned, be faulty and incorrect how wilt thou be able to keep thyself from turning aside unto thy hurt? Therefore, learn not knowledge by rate only as an unreasoning child, but meditate, search out and compare, and to the end, see that thou think but little of thyself for only he that humbleth himself shall be exalted. Magical knowledge is not given unto thee to tickle thy vanity and conceit, but that by its means, thou mayest purify and equilibriate thy spiritual nature and honour the Vast and Concealed One.
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Procul, O PROCUL Este Profani! [Dec. 10th, 2015|12:46 pm]
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[tunes |Hecate Enthroned - Witch Queen Ascending | Powered by Last.fm]

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Prefound [Dec. 7th, 2015|10:41 pm]
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I come, bearing the severed head of the Prophet Unforeseen.






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That Elusive Spark [Dec. 4th, 2015|11:54 am]
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Seems like 8 just might be my lucky number. I prefer to read it as ∞.

I should give a shit about livejournal but it's hard to feel all that committed to something I started doing when I was 16 years old. At least the internet knows who I used to be. Gives you a good place to start looking for me.

I can banish demons using special banishing rituals for banishing demons. It's neat because everything counts as a demon, pretty much: So if I banish everything, I'm still left with... something, because there's so much about reality I do not know. Even if every drop of knowledge were absent from the universe, there is so much that is unknowable! The universe wouldn't even notice.

So I can go back and read a lot of the entries I wrote earlier, but to be honest I am pretty sure I'll encounter some shit I don't feel like dealing with. As I have been focusing on learning the underlying mechanics of banishing for a few years, this basically required me to pick fights I could never win, and then survive. It is exhausting work. Thankfully I got all the data I could gather from that nonsense, so it's done as well.

I am successfully healing my problem of remembering problems that cause me pain. I also know how to create arts and crafts. Hobbies are fun.

My eyes have a spark in them when I glance in the mirror. This can't be bad.

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Fear of Severity [Oct. 21st, 2015|01:45 pm]
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I remember being really severe about stuff. Strictness was my idea of discipline, which conflicted with my relaxed de facto attitude about life.

My severity was a symptom of fear. Looking around me at the people I see, strictness is a common response to fear.

Don't fear the strict: they are afraid of themselves.

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Archaic [Oct. 19th, 2015|05:56 pm]
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In myth and legend, the best books always make somebody die or go crazy if they read. If I ever write a book (or books) I will definitely include a disclaimer advising potential victims to beware these risks.

Today I realized that, thanks to the wonders of the internet, I have befriended a number of published authors through my participation in groups and forums. On more than one occasion I have formally requested in writing the permission of an author to study their work. Perhaps that might make the book safer to read?

I can pirate pretty much anything if it can be downloaded. I've been enriched by my curiousity. tn
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Practicality [Sep. 25th, 2015|10:49 pm]
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Why would you want somebody you respect to be easily coerced? Why would you want them to be easily fooled? If you had a friend with a lot of power or a lot of money, would you rather them be stubborn, sincere and honest, or would you rather them be easily manipulated, impatient and dishonest?

Do you want the people you care about to take the easiest route, even if it's not the honest route? Or do you want the people you care about to stand firm and wait for honest treatment from you?
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A poetry project [Jul. 23rd, 2015|08:29 pm]
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I have decided to write a 16 line Poem in 4 stanzas. There is a fractal organization to the manifestation of creation, meaning that there is air in fire, there is water in earth, etc. So each line of each stanza represents my reflection on the meaning of that element's place within the hierarchical elemental plane. The organization is as follows:



AIR-air/fire/water/earth
FIRE-air/fire/water/earth
WATER-air/fire/water/earth
EARTH-air/fire/water/earth


Ending with my awareness of myself as a sentient being. As a psychosomatic exercise, after writing the first poem I performed a Banishing ritual to balance my awareness of the four elements as they manifest in my destiny. After the (incredibly fruitful and potent performance of this) banishing ritual, I wrote a ten-line poem (one line for each Sephiroth of the Qabalistic tree of life) entitled LVX. Here are the results: Read more...Collapse )
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a lesson is learned [Jun. 25th, 2015|01:44 pm]
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The Spiral Up [Jun. 16th, 2015|12:55 pm]
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Looking around myself at all the toil and stress I've undergone, in a moment of calm as in the eye of a storm; I am beset by a reflective melancholia. So much struggle and so much pain, and there is still immeasurable pain and strife ahead of me.

I am astounded and confused by the world I am presented with, surprising because this world presents with foes and enemies. I follow the teachings of the Master Nazarene, and to the greatest extent that I am able; I follow his example. How can a world shaped by His teachings offer me enemies? who are these people, and why do they not comprehend the miserable pain and loneliness a man must undergo in order that he may be free of poverty, free of ignorance and free of disrespect at the hands of his fellow men? Not every man was born with the same blessings, and this inequality is itself at the root of every betrayal, every deceit and every act of violence in history.

A man seeking to better himself should meet no challenges except the challenge of the lessons he learns. The difficulty of college-level education is such that most men will never attempt it, so why is it that some men feel entitled to intervene to stand as a hurdle to one they (cannot, dare not, will not) emulate?

My responsibility to humanity is to set an example, a goal for those seeking to follow in my footsteps. It is a debt of honor to my culture and to my civilization that I compete solely against myself, and I do so in such a way that others can learn from my triumphs and from my defeats. What do I owe anyone beyond my responsibility to the entire human race?

Don't you owe this same debt to yourself?
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